"We need to admit you tonight. Is there someone here with you?" "Wait, why?" "Because, mama, at this point, he's safer out of you than in you." Talk about shock! I struggled with high blood pressure the last month of my pregnancy. That day, I was running some very high readings, and my husband begged … Continue reading The Miracle of Matthew: One Year Later
3 Promises to My Sons’ Birth Mother
In 14 short days, we will stand before a judge and loved ones, with hearts thumping, tears streaming, and smiles beaming as we officially adopt our two oldest sons. A day I’ve looked toward for years. A dream come true. And, currently, my heart is drawn to their birth mother. Dear First & Forever Mama,We’ve … Continue reading 3 Promises to My Sons’ Birth Mother
The Miracle of Matthew: Pregnancy After Loss & A Miscarriage Scare
I didn't cry at first. Just sat there in disbelief that this could be happening again. I called for my husband, and the look in his eyes as he brought his hand to his face did me over. I began to sob. Quietly. Because the difference between our first experience and this one was that … Continue reading The Miracle of Matthew: Pregnancy After Loss & A Miscarriage Scare
Farewell Maternity Leave: This Mama’s Anxieties About Returning to Work
My last day of maternity leave is here! How?! It seems like yesterday we were driving home from the hospital while I stared at the 5 lbs of beautiful we just welcomed into the world. I'm spending today with all three of my boys. Smiling as my 3-year old sings to the baby. Going slightly … Continue reading Farewell Maternity Leave: This Mama’s Anxieties About Returning to Work